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29 November 2011 @ 03:24 pm
Title- The living dead. ( not a horror fic!)
words- 404
rating - g
Summary- hakkai dreams of kanan. ( mid-journey.)Read more...Collapse )

She is gone. Dead by her own hands.  Dead for nearly five years now.
 But no.
She’s not dead.
She’s right beside me now.
She is smiling. Oh. She’s so beautiful, surrounded by light, like an angel, so whole and healthy, unlike the impoverished and abused state her last moments were like.
 Oh , Kanan.
Kanan, these days I’m only able to see you with my eyes closed. But it doesn’t matter, my love. As long I can see you, I’m happy.
Oh, yes, Kanan. Smile like that once more, please. I miss you so much, darling. Yes, you’re right, what an idiot I am.  Of course you’re with me every night. In every dream.
Kanan, that tickles! Come closer. Mmmm. Good.
It’s so peaceful, Kanan.
Of course I’ll kiss you. I exist for you, Kanan- in birth and death. Okay, Okay, I’m shutting up now, but ju-mmmmph!
Hah. Hah. Oh, Kanan. Your lips are as soft as ever. You’re so beautiful, my love.
Nnnn, yes, just like that. I love your fingers in my hair. It’s not just my hands that are beautiful, but yours too. Okay, our hands are beautiful. Especially when joined like this.
Kanan, darling- Wh-why are you crying, Kanan? Did something ba-
Oh, love. Don’t be like that. Of course I miss you. I hate that you aren’t with me in the flesh. I love you so much, Kanan. That’s good, stop crying. What a strange girl you are, telling me not to agonise over you , but agonizing yourself. Shh.  Mmmpfh.  Oh, Kanan.  Let’s be strange together.
 You’re so warm. The days have been so tiring lately, I don’t think I can make it through everyday without seeing you in the night. I’ll always be there for you too, Kanan. I’m yours. Forever.
Uhhh. Kanan, that light on my eyelids…. I think that’s the sun. Damn it! Damn it ! Why does dawn come? Why can’t the night last forever? Both of us, together like this, forever.
Okay, I do sound like a petulant child. Fine.  Mmmm.
All right, Kanan, I’m getting up. Kiss me once before you leave, Kanan. Pl- nnnngh. Mmmm.
Oh, Kanan. That was amazing. You’re the only thing that keeps me sane anymore. I’ll see you tonight, my love. I love you so much. Kanan.
She’s gone as I open my eyes and stare at the sun piercing through the gauzy curtains of the inn. I smile. She’ll be back.
Oh, yes. She will.

Current Location: at my desk
Current Mood: calmcalm
Current Music: my cat's snoring.
17 March 2011 @ 05:46 pm
On Deviantart art I've created a Het group to Saiyuki where anyone can help accumulate art on the straight pairings drawn on the site. Here is the site in question, in case anyone here is interested: http://straight-saiyuki.deviantart.com/

Also, I was wondering if I might link your LJ site to our Deviantart affiliations, so that those interested in Het Saiyuki material not on Deviantart might find you.
11 June 2010 @ 10:06 pm
Title: Duty Call
Author: sharpeslass
Rating: R
Pairing: Hakkai/Yaone
Summary: Two angsty people getting it on. Occasionally crude goddess as narrator.
Author’s Notes: Written for the 2009 yuletide smut exchange (and only just getting around to posting to LJ!) Prompt: Gravity. Thanks to my beta, Jedishampoo and thanks to Rroslavy, the mod for all of her patience and hard work and for graciously responding to all of my silly questions.

Duty CallCollapse )
Current Mood: draineddrained
Title: Fundamental Difference
Author: jedishampoo
Rating: NC-l7
Pairing: Gojyo/Yaone (HETOMG)
Summary: Saiyuki: Yaone serves her lord well, but sometimes she wants things for herself.
Author's notes: This was written for akuchan_47 in the valentine_smut exchange, for the prompt “substitute.” Hope you all enjoy!

Click to read on my journal
08 January 2010 @ 11:58 pm
Title: The Husband of Frankenstein
Author/Artist: meicdon13 @ schizobunny
Rating: R
Warnings: AU, non-con, dub-con, voyeurism
Summary/Description: When Lirin’s mother is killed by a rival gang, she seeks to avenge her by abducting the son of the enemy gang leader.

Mother tells her that her body’s special; what is she thinking, showing it to that filthy boy?Collapse )
Current Mood: busy
Current Music: Bop Bop Baby - Westlife
14 September 2009 @ 03:02 pm
Title: Things We Can't Untie
Author: sharpeslass
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Sanzo/Lirin (with a little Hakkai/Gojyo)
Summary: Fathers Sanzo and Hakkai visit Ireland in 1977; a distressed spirit attaches itself to a reluctant psychic.
Warnings: Sanzo language, sex and mild violence, a little hard on the Catholic Church.
Author's notes: AU, for ditch_gospel in the 7thnight_smut exchange. I hope you enjoy!

Things We Can’t Untie, Part 1

(Part 2, Part 3)
23 March 2009 @ 10:26 pm
Title: Survivors
Author: jedishampoo
Pairing: Hakkai/OFC
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Hakkai takes the girl home. She reminds him of someone, except for the still being alive part. Set during Saiyuki Reload Vol. 5.
Author’s Notes: Written for sharpeslass’s prompt, for her birthday. She wanted Hakkai and a grateful rescuee, and so here it is. Betaed by same sharpeslass, thank you!

Click here to read on my journal
Current Mood: accomplished
Title: Compromise, Compassion, and the Windows to the Soul
Author: sharpeslass
Rating: NC-l7
Pairing: Hakkai/Yaone
Summary: Hakkai tries to forge an alliance. Prompt: Tenderness.
Author's notes: Written for seshats_prodigy in the valentine_smut exchange. Around 3,000 or so words. I’ve always wanted to write this pairing, so a big “thanks!” to the requestor.

Click here to read on my journal
Current Mood: awake
10 January 2009 @ 08:33 pm
To nimblnymph for helping me with some issues that I had. As a thank you, have a preview! ;)

Title: Memories of a Life Gone By Pt. 19 Desires
Author/Artist: asianprincess61 
Rating: [ PG ]
Warnings: Preview only. Nothing horrible.
Some loves never change no matter how many times they die and no matter how many times they're reborn.

Current Mood: gratefulgrateful
24 October 2008 @ 11:16 pm
"A Man of Constant Sorrow" is finished. I uploaded it to http://www.animemusicvideos.org because both Youtube and Google rejected it for music copyright violation. D'oh!

Eh, you'll need to register with Anime Music Videos.org to download it or you can give me your e-mail address privately and I'll try sending it to you that way. *shrug*

A Man of Constant Sorrow

X-posted to sanzou and droiche

PS: Moz FF and WSFTP-LE do not like AMV.org's ftp. I wound up using Internet Explorer to upload the video. -_-
Current Mood: aggravatedaggravated